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I SWEAR TO GOD THEY LOWERED THE POST LIMIT AGAIN
IT IS LITERALLY 4:00AM AND IT RE-SETS AT MIDNIGHT
I'VE ONLY BEEN ONLINE FOR 4 HOURS
AND I WASN'T ON ALL DAY YESTERDAY SO I SHOULDN'T HAVE HIT IT YET ANYWAY
LIKE
UGH
NOW WHAT AM I GOING TO DO FOR THE NEXT THREE HOURS BECAUSE I WON'T NEED SLEEP UNTIL LATER
Okay so I was feeling depressed earlier around like 6:30 so I went into my room, cried a little, and fell asleep wrapped in one blanket with all my pillows and other blankets scattered about my room. (I throw things when I'm upset... I should probably not do that but w/e it helps, and it's better than other things) and then I woke up around midnight. I was like, okay fine. And then I started singing 22 by t-swizzle in my head as I ate breakfast at midnight (a cherry poptart and some earl grey tea) as I scrolled through tumblr. and that's the story about how I became a night blogger for a day. Okay for 4 hours. So now I'm sitting here, at my desk, typing by candle-light, and pushing my cat away from my cheesy crackers as I print out my week and a half late essay for my English class with a horrible teacher while I remember I had algebra homework from another bad teacher (nice person, shouldn't be teaching) who writes in red pen and has horrible handwriting so I get headaches whenever I try to follow along in class and she does not give a shit.
IT IS LITERALLY 4:00AM AND IT RE-SETS AT MIDNIGHT
I'VE ONLY BEEN ONLINE FOR 4 HOURS
AND I WASN'T ON ALL DAY YESTERDAY SO I SHOULDN'T HAVE HIT IT YET ANYWAY
LIKE
UGH
NOW WHAT AM I GOING TO DO FOR THE NEXT THREE HOURS BECAUSE I WON'T NEED SLEEP UNTIL LATER
Okay so I was feeling depressed earlier around like 6:30 so I went into my room, cried a little, and fell asleep wrapped in one blanket with all my pillows and other blankets scattered about my room. (I throw things when I'm upset... I should probably not do that but w/e it helps, and it's better than other things) and then I woke up around midnight. I was like, okay fine. And then I started singing 22 by t-swizzle in my head as I ate breakfast at midnight (a cherry poptart and some earl grey tea) as I scrolled through tumblr. and that's the story about how I became a night blogger for a day. Okay for 4 hours. So now I'm sitting here, at my desk, typing by candle-light, and pushing my cat away from my cheesy crackers as I print out my week and a half late essay for my English class with a horrible teacher while I remember I had algebra homework from another bad teacher (nice person, shouldn't be teaching) who writes in red pen and has horrible handwriting so I get headaches whenever I try to follow along in class and she does not give a shit.
Tfw u blow all your money on cheap cosplay stuff
it's like a sense of accomplishment for finding such a great deal but because it's such a good deal you buy 30 of everything and then suddenly you have no money so you're happy but you feel empty inside at the same time
okay i didn't buy 30 of anything but I did buy 3 wigs, more wig caps, and a binding top all for under $30 which is good but that was all my money and I ordered the wrong type of wig cap
I think I can still cancel the order and get the right ones and still get my money back but I have to ask my mom first since it's all on her debit card I just gave her cash. Oh well.
Anyway here's a list of the cosplays I'm hoping to do next
Photoshoot coming up!
So apparently my friend's friend's boyfriend is a pro photographer looking to get more experience, so my cosplay group and I were invited to have a free photoshoot this sunday!
I'll probably upload a few pictures from it when we get them, but I was excited so I thought I'd let you guys know.
I'm feeling a lot better lately, so disregard my previous entry about being existential. I'll still upload stuff, but I'm definitely going to be deleting some of my older stuff too. Just clean out the mess and whatnot. But hey, I'm finally on summer vacation so that's helpful. My mood has gotten significantly better after 2ish weeks of doing nothing bu
Anyway....
I've been thinking about stopping uploading my stuff here, moving solely to just posting my art on tumblr.
It's not like it really matters that much, none of my actual deviantart friends are active on here anymore anyway, and those who are follow me on tumblr or I follow them, etc.
It's not like I have a future in this business. Starving artist is a real thing. I'm not good enough and I probably won't be to be able to break out of that stereotype, even once I'm old enough to move out of my parents' house. Sure I'm pretty good at sculpting things, above average, but it's not worth anything if people don't buy my stuff. I've had a grand total
I AM GOING ON A TRIP IN MY FAVORITE ROCKETSHIP
jk i wish i was on a rocketship
ANYWAY
I'm going on a band trip down to FLO RIDA
yeAH
Leaving tomorrow so don't expect anything from me in the next week since I won't have access to a computer and the dA mobile app sucks butt imo
Will take pictures
Should I do Cas Goes Places again? He's already been on a trip to Florida so I'm not sure if I should bring him along or not.
Anyway
See you in a week!
Yours,
~RS
PS I am better emotionally for the time being for those of you that commented on my previous journal entry.
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